how was my flying career..it was doing well and i'm enjoying my college life since i like the degree i'm taking..though i'm far from my hometown, i've learned a lot from it since i'm all alone, i don't have my mom, my dad, and my brothers..i've experienced a lot of things here in cebu..sometimes i go home late because of my studies, sometimes i went out with my "barkada" and hangout with them at the mall and play games. i've experienced overspending my dad's money and at the same time, experienced skipping meals because i don't have enough money to buy food. though its quite hard being alone...still its worthwhile..

about my flying lesson...i had my first flight, usually called flight orientation, last november 4, 2006..i had a great day because i savor every single moment i've handled that cessna-150 of indiana aerospace university <iau>..when the aircrafts wheels started to be on airborne..it seems that i'm the happiest person on earth, though it seems exgerated, yet i'm telling the truth..i have consumed 0430-hours..and i hope that i will be released for solo by 1500-2000-hours..

whew! what a fun stay here in cebu...i just can't believe na magiging ganito ang lahat...well i met a lot of friends here in cebu...syempre at first nahihiya ako sa mga tao dito..well ayoko malaman nila na tagalog nga ako...pero wla akong magagawa kasi hndi ako mgaling magbisaya...and i was so lucky n tagalog ang ginagamit nmin sa school dahil may mga waray at ilonggo din sa school...since hndi bisaya ang dialect nila...masaya tlaga...

ayun syempre daming kalokohan..pro hindi nmn grabe..hehehe..ayun may mga new friends gaya nila dyan, paul, patrick, altair, aaron, joshua, ben, joseph, lawrence....etc...heheh dami kasi e...i think buong class n halos...hehehe...

salamat sa background ko sa pagbibisaya...kaya hindi ako nahihirapan mamili at magcommute dito sa cebu...wahahaha....thanks sa guidance ni GOD...hehehe kung wla siya siguro mahihirapan ako dito..

well i realize na mahirap pag wala ang parents sa tabi mo...though magagawa mo lahat ng gusto mo...pero iba pa rin yng feeling pag nandyan sila...alam mo kasi na secured ka sa lahat ng bagay pag nasa tabi mo sila...pero pag wala alm mo laging may kulang...sigh...lalo na pagdating sa PERA...sus! sobrang hirap mag-budget ng pera...

nga pala excited na ako..hehehe..pano ba namn baka next month may student pilot license na ako...heheh anytime pwede na ako mag palipad...wahahaha..pls pray for my safety..hehehe....

sige need to go...babush!

maraming bagay ang nangyari ngayong summer sa akin....

sometimes i can't really believe na ganun ang nagyayari ngayon....

unexpectedly sa CEBU ako mag-aaral ng BS in Aviation Tech-Flying....

hindi ko ma-explain ang nararamdaman ko sa ngayon....

TANGA ako....

i feel happy...but deep within my heart...i feel so sad....

i'm in manila right now...but i'll be back in cebu on june 11....

it's time to say goodbye...

tanggap ko ang katotohanan, pero lagi akong binabagabag...

masaya ako para sa kanila...pero ako ba ay masaya para sa sarili ko?

BALIW na ata ako....

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Catch myself from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy every day
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain what is lost inside
And I hope that in time, you'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me

ei saya ng graduation namin daming nag-iyakan....but i'm not one of them...hehehe...i believe na magkikita pa rin kaming lahat ng mga friends ko...thoug matatagalan nga lang...baka nga sa cebu ako magcollege...hehehe...malayo nga lang...nga pala hindi na ako taga sta.mesa ngayon...taga pasig na ako...new environment pero i need to adjust diba...hehehe...anyway need to go nagrerent lang ako...wala pa kasing telephone line sa bahay e...pati cable wla pa....kaya boring masyado...cge ciao...see you guys next time!

life is so unfair...why do these things need to happen...

i'm frustraited...i don't know what will happen to me in the following years...

i'm happy...i think, its alright to my dad for me to take up aeronautical engineering or aviation...

i'm confused...i don't know what to do..

i'm irritated...i can't accept what's happening in my life...

i'm tired...it seems every minute last forever...

i'm not ready....why do they treat me like this...

do you guys understand what i'm talking about...?i hope some of you do...i want to thank all the people who help me to build my life, the people who put me up...though i know they won't see this, i know that they can feel and see through my actions how i really appreciated them...

by the way here are some pics from bohol....

new year's presentation (michelle, matet, ate mimi and me)

another shot from the presentation

my twin brother(just kidding, he is older than me...)

after a tennis match and we're about to eat our lunch

well just wanna show this to you guys...hehehe...

am i really happy?or just pretending to be happy?

hello mga people...hehehe i'm back..well absent ako ng 3days dahil nasa bohol ako...well ang christmas ko ay ok namn well wla akong tulog dat night....pano b nmn nagkantahan p kmi ng mga pinsan ko...sa katunayan 5 lang kming natirang gcng nung disperas ng christmas...at grabe namaos ako dat day...at yung new year ko nmn ok lng sa simula kya lng nung jan1 hind aq nkapag swiming kc nilagnat ako...sabi nila sobrang init ko daw...parang pinakuluang tubig...hehehe...pro ok lng atleast diba ok ako nung gabi...

well nung birthday ni carlo...binigay niya yng gift nya sa amin ng mga pinsan ko...ang binigay nya kay matet at michelle ay slippers from bench...at yung skin nmn ay bracelet from unisilver...well as far as i remember nkita q n yung brcelet n yun...hehehe...ang binigay q sa knya ay cap from tribal...the problm is maluwg daw ng onti...pro ok nmn daw...hehehe...actuly kilig kaya yng regalo nya...may heart kc....*feel q nmn hahahahha!!!*...anyway i'll just try to post pics kng my tym...

nagorganize yng uncle q at dad q ng tennis tournamnt last dec...at kasli kmi ng mga kapatid ko...pti n din yng ibang ngtetennis sa family nmin...ayun grabe....1st place kmi ng partner q...well we won Php1,500...pro hnd q n kinuha share q....hehehehe....anyway yun n lng...kapoy kc...haba n nito...hahahaha...basta nxt tym n lng aq mgkwento uli....babush!!!